missmeggo929 replied to your post:I love my cousin very much. She is probably my…
*hugs* hopefully the rest of the day will be calm and you can normalize :)

pixelatrix replied to your post:I love my cousin very much. She is probably my…
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becominglolalu replied to your post:I love my cousin very much. She is probably my…
*hugs* I get that all too well.

Thank you all! I really appreciate the hugs!

I love my cousin very much. She is probably my favorite family member. That said I think she has no clue how much it causes me to panic when she calls me during the middle of the work day. The last time she did that it was because her brother died. The time before she was in labor (which was a happy occasion). This time was because it would have been Poppy’s birthday. I’m glad she called but I wish my hands would stop shaking.